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I have decided that i am in need of a vacation...a vacation from my kids! It's not that i don't love them it's just that i have not been without kid/kids for over a year now and it's not doing me any favors!! Now some of you may be thinking "now Janet you wont ever let anyone take your baby even for one night". This is half true. Granted i tend to be just a tad bit clingy when my baby's are baby's but once they hit a year........................ On the other hand i don't have anyone who can take on all 3 of mine for more than just 1 night and i NEED more than one night. I need them all to go on a Friday afternoon and not come back until Sunday afternoon....I don't even need to go anywhere, just need a no schedule few days with the hubby not hearing MOM OR DAD or any whining!!!!
Chris has on more than one occasion lately said "where has my fun, laughing,most things roll off her back wife go??" To which i usually reply "she has been sucked away by the small children who never listen or do what they are told,sleepless nights, police to never return"....and that's what it feel like. I'm feeling like I'm loosing me and my relationship with Chris.
I have decided to try at some point here send 2 to one house and one to another I'm just not sure when....they are all still sick at this point:(:( poor little buggers:(
I have a friend who left her 3 for six days this last fall people. Did you hear that 6 DAYS!!! Who has such courage and strength?!?!
Well that was long, thanks for letting me vent:-)
Now i can go shower FINALLY and get ready for "Chuck" and "Heros"